FORBEARANCE v.s CRUEL

Just an instant, I feel that my mood like a tornado,
keep on turning in 360 degree.. GET LOST!



Last time I did not like those people who always speak directly
and hurting someone,
But now I realize that, they are not the most terrible,
are those people who hiding a dagger behind a smile..

I don't like in the bad mood, but my mood keep on changing;
I don't like to unmasking u, but I keep on see through u;
Some people will say that I need to be protected,
even though my appearance was strong enough,
But I do not strong enough to hold back the tears..
For this,
there has only two choices,
FORBEARANCE or CRUEL..


COME BACK! COME BACK!
Can't think too much if I want to have a simple life,
all the things just follow with my feel..
The most important things,
I have to concentrate on my 3 years training,
and pass through all of this..
Not everything I can succeed,
but I can dedicated..
I won't give up my HOPE!!
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